lyf

today.. one more day passed d same way.. startd off well.. but.. ended d same way lyk it used to end.. i thnk my ;yf will oweys b dis way.. n i wil nva b able to chnge it n hv ne optn rather dn  just sit n cryng lyk ryt nw.. m jus too fed up f it nw.. wahi sb batein.. same old prblms.. koi hai hi nhi mjhe smjne wla.. mje pyar krne wla.. god hs gvn evryone a prsn wid whom dey cn share wt dey r flng.. bt mjse hi partiality krni thi unko.. pta nhi aisa yun kiya unhne.. yrr jb yahi krna tha to na dete meko wo.. diya bhi to is tarah k aaj jb mai akeli hun to use kuch pta bhi nahi aur na wo mre sath h.. pyar krta h bt dikha nhi skta .. mai dikhaun to dkhna nhi chahta.. to pyar h kahan.. mjhe koi ake ek bar bta de kya relatn aise hte hain.. u jus gv n u dnt expct a single reply.. lil love evn.. bs meri ek kamzori.. k mai uske bina nhi reh skti.. n use itna mis use kiya ja rha h.. he luvs me.. when..? na uske pas tym h.. hes nt dre wn i need him.. use kuch farak nhi padh rha h k mai ro rhi hun.. ya is m low dn y..? to phr kya h ye sb.. its bn 2 yrs.. n m stl wtng fr dt tym to cme jb wo aega n he wil gently hold my hand n ask me wt hpn beby y r u sad?? shayad use yahi baat pta nhi k uske itna kehne pe hi evrythn wil gt fyn imidietly.. bt.. i dnt thnk so dis tym wil evr cme in my lyf.. aaj tk to use kbhi mri flngs smjh nhi ayi to ab kahan se ajaengi.. kya karein.. god doesnt gve dis love to evryone.. n unfortunatly.. m d unlucky one in dis case.. dke b nhi diya mjhe to..