yet another hell nyt...

evry day a new prblm comes .. n a new thng is faced by me wich hutrs lyk nethn.. i dnt want to create scenes again n again.. so.. its better to just keep myslf shut n see wats hpng around.. y is dat wt i hate is wat he luves oweys.. wt i dnt ltk is d favorite most thng of his.. his flirtngs.. his closeness to girls is just.. aahhhh... i just hate dis thng.. yrrr yeh sb mre sath hu kyun?? i oweys put up this questn in front f me n ask myslf n mu god.. bt.. no reply i gt frm my self.. n jus find myself stuck in dis lyf .. hvng no solutn to my prblms n hurt excpt sitin n cryng lyk  dumb fools.. dis aint gna work out nw.. i need to chnge this thng.. i need to chnge dis trnd dt i hv set fr myslf.. n cz f wt ppl r misusing my calm nature n the way i m in front f them... its enuf nw... thngs need to b chngd nw.. n dis tym d way i want dem to b.. nt d way odr want .. i need to stop ppl mkng me n judgng me.. i m wat i m .. n u need to show it to ppl nw realy... bht jda hp gya h ab.. maine kbi kuch nhi kaha that doesnt means k mjhe kuch bura nhi lgta hgaa... hadh hi ho gyi h yrr...

yo.. new day new lyf..

gtng chargd up aftr a tough day n worse nyt.. hope a new day tmrw mrng brings sumthn gudd fr me.. still hv loads f trust in god dt dey wnt b parial ne mre.. atleast nt dis mch to me.. jst wishing to hv a new start again tmrw.. wid new goals n hopes.. luv u god...!! pls be wid us oweys n help us ovr cme our tough tyms..
gn ppl.. tc.. c yaaaa...

lyf

today.. one more day passed d same way.. startd off well.. but.. ended d same way lyk it used to end.. i thnk my ;yf will oweys b dis way.. n i wil nva b able to chnge it n hv ne optn rather dn  just sit n cryng lyk ryt nw.. m jus too fed up f it nw.. wahi sb batein.. same old prblms.. koi hai hi nhi mjhe smjne wla.. mje pyar krne wla.. god hs gvn evryone a prsn wid whom dey cn share wt dey r flng.. bt mjse hi partiality krni thi unko.. pta nhi aisa yun kiya unhne.. yrr jb yahi krna tha to na dete meko wo.. diya bhi to is tarah k aaj jb mai akeli hun to use kuch pta bhi nahi aur na wo mre sath h.. pyar krta h bt dikha nhi skta .. mai dikhaun to dkhna nhi chahta.. to pyar h kahan.. mjhe koi ake ek bar bta de kya relatn aise hte hain.. u jus gv n u dnt expct a single reply.. lil love evn.. bs meri ek kamzori.. k mai uske bina nhi reh skti.. n use itna mis use kiya ja rha h.. he luvs me.. when..? na uske pas tym h.. hes nt dre wn i need him.. use kuch farak nhi padh rha h k mai ro rhi hun.. ya is m low dn y..? to phr kya h ye sb.. its bn 2 yrs.. n m stl wtng fr dt tym to cme jb wo aega n he wil gently hold my hand n ask me wt hpn beby y r u sad?? shayad use yahi baat pta nhi k uske itna kehne pe hi evrythn wil gt fyn imidietly.. bt.. i dnt thnk so dis tym wil evr cme in my lyf.. aaj tk to use kbhi mri flngs smjh nhi ayi to ab kahan se ajaengi.. kya karein.. god doesnt gve dis love to evryone.. n unfortunatly.. m d unlucky one in dis case.. dke b nhi diya mjhe to..